It ends. First time in my life that I can't see the sense. What I should learn about this? How much idiot can I be? Idk... I try to learn about everything and take useful things but this time I feel it was just like a ironic joke someone did just for laugh on my face. We usually need hit the wall to learn some lessons about the life. This time i feel i hitted the wall so hard that I broke my head and lost my brain. I cant see, I cant feel. It hasnt sense.