_Nat (nattalie_m) wrote,


So.. on Sunday I'm going to be 40 yo... what am I supposed to do? a party? I don't think I know enough people to do that lol. In fact I don't see my few friends for years and I stopped talking to them. My family is very small and we don't celebrate anything together, sometimes Christmas with my mother which is not my favorite day of the year. I do not expect anyone come nor any gift. I was thinking to go somewhere with Alexis but his idea for my gift was "a dinner or 12 minutes of savage sex" maybe I should take the sex offer but I feel anything for him even in that way. 

I think I will stay at home like another normal Sunday and perhaps I will make plans for my next trip. I know it sound kinda depressed but I really I do not fit with the people I know. There are not healthy, constructive or inspiring people so I do not have any interest on them.
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