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October 4th, 2016

Unstable

Latelly my mood change very fast during the day. I feel very stressed, maybe I'm holding more than I can. I wonder if lack of caffeeine is fucking my mood, it can be possible.
I tried to go away from Mike to dont make him crazy when im stressed but he doesnt want I go away. And to be honest is really nice feel his support. I never felt before someone who really support me. People usually give you pats on the back and tell you relax, as if you choose be stressed or have issues, or like if you bother them having issues. But for the first time in my life I'm receiving the same I give. Besides tell me we are a team (as I always told him) he is there for me. He changes after meet, I think his feelings are more involved. i just hope can hold better all that will come.

BBG week 7

Yesterday I started the week 7 of Bikini Body Guide! My legs was still tired because the workout of Friday but I could do it. I had to take few minutes of break between the 2 rounds because there was so many jumps and the muscles of my legs get exhauted but with few minutes of rest I'm able to do all the exercises.
I lost 2.2 lb I don't know how, I dodn't think I can lose more weight. I'm working now in eating but still can't fix resting. Yesterday I had just 1 coffee, then I replaced the other 2 coffee with a small yogurth with fruits an cereals.
Even drinking less coffee at night I could not be able to sleep early. I stayed chatting with Mike till 2 am then I played Candy Crush in the bed for 40 min until feel sleepy. And the night before yesterday was the same... we chatting until 2 or 3 am. I can't help, he is being so sweet that he makes hard to sleep early. About the bruxism I'm worse latelly, grinding my teeth so much. It makes me sleep very bad. I need to find a way to relax. After I move to a new flat I will start going to the weekend house again, and in 2 months I can start going to the pool. Maybe it will helps cool.gif

That is how I look now, BBG week 7

OMG The Promotion!!!!!!!!

Few days ago my boss told me I got a promotion, and it was about to get more responsibilities and decisions in the sales department. Right now I'm assistant of the sales manager, so I thought it was about help him with more things. I was wrong....

Our company works with associate sellers, and few months ago we lost a seller of our most important region. Then we hired 2 news sellers for the region and we open a salles office and services workshop there. Today my boss and sales manager call me to a meeting and they told me he is leaving our company in 2 months, to go to the new office and work like associate seller... This news freaks me out! I never think he will move to the other city! but the important news there is that I'm going to take his post here 291.gif
I was like OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE, I'm a little scared but very excited about this, I love challanges and I know i can do the job.
I have somuch to learn and improve for sure but I know I learn fast when I'm motivated, and for sure this is a big motivation for myself!!!!!!!!
I will make a team with another coworker who was working in our depot and who I like how he works. He has technical knowledge but I'm going to learn it even when they not require me to know it.

I'm so surprised and happy!! 2016 definitely is a great year.
 

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A good day

I can't complain about today. I had a very good news about my promotion, sales manager told me a lot of good things he sees on me, and it feels very well when someone recognizes your effort and abilities. I'm working hard to change my mind and put focus just in positives things.
I could not skip coffee today, I drank 3 again because I felt very sleepy and I was nervous about the changes that will come about my job.
I got a lot of pics of Mike and we had fun making games with the pics. I really enjoy so much him, he's lovely. He told me very important things that I hope become true. Latelly I feel him very close and I love it. We will start saving money for us. He doesn't want to move to the new house and I know why, I think he doesn't even pick his stuff lol. I hope it doen's ruin any chance between us.
About health maybe I should see a doctor to get pills for allergy. Eyes, neck and ears itch so much.
This week I will be alone in the office then I will practise English because I'm getting worse ><

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