October 15th, 2016

Failed workout

ok what I just did was stupid as hell. Today I just ate a banana and I had 3 coffee with some cookies. That was all my food then when I got home I tried to do my workout. It's was very hot, I didn't drink enought water because I was very busy to even remember it. I couldn't finish the 2nd serie of exercises because my muscles got exhauted. Was idiot trying to do workout without eat.
I stopped then I got pizza because today is Friday! pizza day !!!
Tomorrow I will have food and repeat this workout day again. 
  • Current Mood
    exhausted exhausted
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Aweful day. It's raining and I'm at work wallbash.gif
No chance to get boxes and start packing my things with this rain. And tomorrow mother's day. Wasted weekend. And walk under the rain to get a gift for my mother who doesn't need nothing at all. I hate this kind of comercial days.
No desire to choose clothes, I wear the first I pick but not rain boots, no mood for it.
I'm listening at the song list that Mike made for me and drinking coffee while I work.. the second coffee in 1 hour...
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    sleepy sleepy

Heart attack??????

Aweful morning, it was raining heavily. I got home tired as hell after slept just 4 hours last night... last week. I took a shower then I said to Mike I was going to nap 2 hours. I went to bed, was so sleepy, so relaxed, so ready for sleep... then for 1 hours every time I was falling asleep my heart went slow and it wake me up. First times that heart beat slow my lungs work very very slow like if they will stop working, but I can get air, i just feel like if someone turned my body off. After it my body started to shake when falling asleep and in the last I started to feel cold... I checked my beats and ... 48 bpm   ermm.gif

Ok... no nap for me today 97.gifI got up to force my heart to beats normal. Nope... the fucker stayed in 50-54 and I felt my chest pushed and my neck tense. I decided go for a walk... if I move my heart works fine, but Mike beg me to see a Dr.
Grrrr I didn't want lose my day at Dr!!! but I will not let him worry. I didn't have to wait nothing, Dr was free so she tried to check my heart with a pulseoximeter... it couldn't find my pulse hahahaha... she put it in other finger and told me "girl you are very cold" .... yes I'm always cold!!!
The pulseoximeter show beats between 48 to 70 and oxigen 99%. They ran an electrocardiogram and it was ok. Dr checked my beats wuth the pulseoximeter again and heart still jumping lown and down. She said if the feeling in the chest doesn't disappears or I feel pain in my neck and face I have to go again and they will make me stay there 24 hours. She thinks I have sleep amenorrhea, it means that my heart stop working few seconds when I'm falling asleep. It can be possible, cardiologist still need check it.

Since I couldn't sleep I'm drinking abother coffee now coffeebath.gif
  • Current Mood
    lethargic lethargic
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When I left the clinic weather changed 100%, it was sunny then I went to shopping, I got a gift to mom and I bought 6 panties for me blush.gif
I got some small boxes, I started to pack my stuff and throwing more things in the trash.
Legs pain is more and more intense, no way to try wotkout today, I already fucked myself yesterday and I'm going to stay awake until late to night with Mike. I don't want let him alone even when I don't feel good, he was happy because at weekend we can spend long time together!
Now the weather is changing again, it's cloudy and tomorrow will rain.