April 29th, 2017

Subscription or Acces?

 So, all my entries are public and I just use private entries for write about very personal things, like sex :P
I think I don't need give grant acces to people because they can subscribe to my journal if they want to read this, right?

If I give grant acces to someone, will this person be able to read my private post or they will be able to read public entries and acces list entries? 


 Today at work we moved to a the upstair office, wich is smaller than the other but it has some natural light and better ventilation. The good thing: the guy who smells very bad is not so close to me now. The bad thing: the guy who eats with open mouth is closer 

About the guy who smells bad, my other coworker and me tried to let him know how bad he smells buy seems he doesn't care at all. He keeps not taking a shower everyday and wearing same shirt for 2 or 3 days in a row. Anyways I'm pretty sure that what smells isn't his shirt but his ass . The other guy today bought an aromatizer, it was our last try to see if the smelly boy get the message. Well... isn't a "boy".. he's a 40+ man.

When I left work mom called me and I had to run to home to check if my sister, who lives upstair, was fine. His boyfriend dumped her 2 weeks ago and this weekend she's alone because mom go away and we are afraid my sister tries something stupid... another 40+ yo person who act like a teen 
So I had to cancel my plan to go to the grocery and cook for the whole week. I don't want to go now to buy food, maybe I'll go tomorrow and today survive with coffee. I'm in my 5th cup of coffee so far. The house smells like coffee!
After the rain of Tuesday it's full of mosquitos, so annoying. They are so big, and the repellent does nothing to them. 

My option for the rest of the day: sleeping, watching Netflix, playing Magic Cards, reading a book, beauty routine, studying English, starting a new website or studying programming. I won't clean the house today. Prolly I'll write about the last 2 days of my vacations with Mike. It's been almost a month since I came back. 

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 I'm having hard time with anxiety. My plan was take the rest of the day for relax since today I worked. But nope, I can't. My mind loves messing with me. I decided to continue watching Prison Break but after 3 minutes I needed to do some workout while watching series to not feel I waste my time. Since I did workout at Monday, Wednesday and Friday I'm tired so I just could do 100 squats with side leg raise.
I lied on the bed and watched 2 more episodes while it bothers me for not doing something productive with my time. I had a crisis and had to take half pill. I hate taking pills, I should be able to control myself without any medicine, it piss me off so much and stress me more. My mind will be useless for the next hours and beats per minute started going down ... a waste of my time

I'm cooking something to eat because I didn't have lunch. Mike is playing Lineage but I don't want to join him. I feel I'm done with that game. He's playing my toon trying to improve it but I don't let him spend more money on this... if we sell our items and toons we can earn more than 5.000 usd for sure. Not sure what I'll do after dinner.
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